About Abby • Freedom in Dissociative Identity Disorder

My Connection to Dissociative Identity Disorder, Satanic Ritual Abuse, and Mind Control I’m so glad you’re here. There may be many terms here that are new to…

My Connection to Dissociative Identity Disorder,

Satanic Ritual Abuse, and Mind Control

I’m so glad you’re here. There may be many terms here that are new to you. Please see the Lexicon tab for definitions. I’m a Dissociative Identity Disorder/ Satanic Ritual Abuse/ Mind Control (DID/ SRA/ MC) survivor. Some of my past will be revealed in future posts, but for now I’ll share that I was born into a satanic cult post-WWII. I participated in satanic rituals, pornography, and prostitution. Because of who my parents were, I was used in government mind control experiments and missions starting in the early 1960s. My long-term programming was related to becoming a research and medical professional. Until about 10 years ago, I was a completely non-coconscious, polyfragmented multiple who worked 60-80 hours a week in an extremely high stress position. From the final, horrible, sudden unraveling 10 years ago to now, it’s been a long and arduous journey, which is not over. But there is now lots of light and lots of freedom, and how to get there is what I want to share.

On the surface I was an extremely high functioning professional, married, mother of three, and grandmother of one ( so far). Despite everything that’s happened, I’m still married, and my gracious husband gives support to other spouses on this same journey. No one, least of all us, knew that we were multiple. We discovered this in a most abrupt and catastrophic way, which may be a unique story for the future.

I've discovered that in heaven there is a cacophony of angelic beings, which are active in all aspects of one's healing. We simply accept them as they are sent to minister. Gradually within the context of supernatural deliverance and the understanding of Truth about what happened, a new life is formed. That new life may still have many parts, but it is a shoot, a bit of green with a small root from which the Lord intends to make a mighty oak. You may not believe that you'll ever have a new life, or you may already be that mighty oak. God clearly sees both, knows the path, and is faithful to bring everyone to healing, if they persist and ask Him for new life.
I’ve discovered that in heaven there is a cacophony of angelic beings, which are active in all aspects of one’s healing. We simply accept them as they are sent to minister. Gradually within the context of supernatural deliverance and the understanding of Truth about what happened, a new life is formed. That new life may still have many parts, but it is a shoot, a bit of green with a small root from which the Lord intends to make a mighty oak. You may not believe that you’ll ever have a new life, or you may already be that mighty oak. God clearly sees both, knows the path, and is faithful to bring everyone to healing, if they persist and ask Him for new life.

So how are we now? We’re free. We’re not healed completely, but we’re free. All of us are free, even though we’re clearly not yet integrated (having no idea when that might happen). In this blog we want to explain what i

t means to be free and how to get free. It’s actually a miracle, or more correctly a huge number of miracles. It requires the love and supernatural power of Jesus Christ.

The point is life can be wonderful now. You don’t have to be completely healed. God loves you so much……..He loves each part of you so much……..He will separate you from realms of darkness that you instinctively know and yet can’t comprehend. We are not a professional therapist, and we’re certainly not here to offer professional counseling. We ARE here to love you, to walk with you, to share what we know and have experienced, to encourage you to share what you know and have experienced, but most of all we’re here to pray for you. Even if you never join this website, if you’ve touched it, we are praying for you. God’s love is reaching out to you. Believe it.

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As explained in About this Website, my healing has been supernatural. I respect all of the secular healing strategies and in no way diminish their value. But Satanism, Luciferianism, and the related technologies used by government programmers ALWAYS involves the demonic. Again check the tab About this Website to see a more full discussion on this. My journey began and will end in the hands of Jesus Christ. My life is a testimony to the love and grace God has for ALL His children, including those who have received and/or perpetrated the greatest of evils. Each and every day I receive more light, more truth, more understanding of how my path and the path of all of us fits into the great cosmic plan. What I’ve learned is that God is an amazing Father, unlike any human father one could imagine. His patience is endless. His love is boundless. He is the sum of everything. He is love. He is goodness. Jesus is a man who is alive. He is more powerful than any supernatural or material element because He, in fact, created them all. He sacrificed His life, taking upon Himself ALL of the sins ever committed by man in the past, present and future when He hung on a Roman cross 2000 years ago. He died, completing the task of reconciling us sinful people with a perfect God. God sent His only Son because He loved us so much. That’s not the end. By His Spirit, the Holy Spirit, God raised Him from the dead, being the first fruit of the defeat of Satan and Death. All who believe and accept His gracious offer of salvation receive the same Holy Spirit. Oh I can’t imagine going through healing from all of this without Holy Spirit being there to comfort, guide, and protect us. With Holy Spirit inside, we too are members of God’s Kingdom, on earth and for all eternity. There is so much more. In my healing there have been thousands of miracles. Without  God’s hand, we would be dead. It still amazes us sometimes that we’re not physically dead. Yet each and every day we awaken to walk again with our best friend, Jesus. We talk all the time. We bask in His love. He is healing us.

So above all things we are in love with Jesus. God is our Father. Miracles happen by Holy Spirit. We can’t explain any of it. It’s supernatural. It’s FREEDOM even though we still are not completely healed. We will be. It’s His promise. He holds that promise for all of us. It’s Truth.

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